Few hours from now we will be leaving 2013 behind. 2013 is the most challenging year for me. It’s the time where my faith was tested. It was also the year when I thought that I can’t make it anymore because of so much pain. There are days that I don’t want to wake up anymore because the pain was so intense that controls my life. With the help of my families and friends, I am happy that I made it little by little. With all my friends and families prayers, I started living my life again. Today, there are darker days but I don’t let it control me anymore. I learn to let go and let God. Then I realized that His plan is better than mine. I trusted Him more and believe that everything will be okay. Then miracle happens…. I found out that I am pregnant again. It is the best gift I ever receive this year. I realized that my life is still worth living. 2013 is still an amazing year for our whole family. The lost I experienced when my daughter died brings so much realization in my part. It made me a new person that I never thought I will become. It made me see things in a different point of view. It made my soul mature enough to understand what life is all about. There are things that are still hard to understand, so many questions still left unanswered but I am not dwelling on that part anymore. I welcome 2014 with an open arms and I believe that this is going to be the best year. I am looking forward for more growth in personal and business life.
Happy New Year Everyone!
