>Pillow’s First Birthday Preparation Part 2

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I decided to let our friendly neighbor to do our party outfits. I printed our own designs and show it to the sewer. It is doable and I am so excited to see the result. We’ve been to different malls but only got frustrated. When I found the perfect design, there is no right size for me. If I found a perfect design for Pillow, they don’t have a right color or size for her. It’s sad so my husband decided to stop looking around because it only stresses me and just let someone do the work. We went to the shop and in less than an hour we are done. So we are now waiting for the finish product and I hope its gonna be perfect for us!
I love to think that hubby is ready to spend big time for Pillow’s special moment. I am so thankful and happy that he is always here to support me for my wants and needs! LOL
Anyway, Pillow is quite sick for the past few days because of teething and I am hoping that soon she will recover. I hope she will gain weight too.
I also found out today that she is allergic of water with chlorine. Everytime she take a bath she got those little red spots, I worried a lot and bought lotions and bath gel and soap that is perfect for her skin but still the red spots are keep on coming. Then the nanny told me that it might be the water so from now on she needs to take a bath using the mineral water. It’s really okay with me as long as all the red spots are gone and she will have a healthy skin.
We also decided to stay for 2 nights at Linden Suites on Pillow’s Birthday so that we can have enough rest before and after the event. We just made our reservation this afternoon for 3 bedroom suite.
I hope that everything will turn out perfect!
XOXO

>Happiness

>What is happiness?

Well.. for the past 2 weeks parang hindi ko na naramdaman to. Simula kasi nong may nangyari kay hubby parang puno na ng takot ang buhay ko. Takot ako na baka may mangyari ulit na ganon at parang lahat ng bagay gusto ko control ko. Siguro praning lang ako o kaya na trauma lang ako sa nangyari at dahil nga don parang hindi ko na magawang sumaya.
I really find ways na maibalik ang dati pero feeling ko ang lungkot ko pa rin. Parang no one can make me happy. I hope mawala na tong feeling na to kasi ang hirap. Ang bigat bigat sa pakiramdam ko.
I even put my FB profile on private kasi ayokong magpost don ng kung anu ano that will reflect my current mood. I am a happy person pero ngayon parang biglang nagbago. I don’t know…

>Thank you!

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I am a type of person who always says Thank you to everyone! If someone did good things or serve me I always thank them. It’s my habit and so thankful that I have that behavior because I am so thankful for all the good things happening to us even the littlest.

First, I am thankful that husband is doing great after the health incident last 2 weeks. He is now more careful in everything he does. If he feels like so tired and need rest he is not forcing his mind to work. He is also concern in the food. Since I plan our daily menu so I know that we are eating in complete balance like we have soup, vegetable, fish and meat. He is also taking vitamins and some cleansing drinks.
Second, our work is very rewarding. So far for 4 years working online, this year is the best. We become a Country Manager and managing almost 300 offices virtually and it’s not easy but we are used to it now. At the end of Summer we will be handling more and even more next year. I am so thankful to our mentor and of course to God for thrusting us this opportunity of a lifetime.
Third, I am so thankful that my kids are healthy and doing great! everyday is a great time with them. They are our joys and loves. We are doing all this crazy things for them. ahhahaha
Fourth, I am thankful that we have a very caring nanny. She loves my kids so much and I will definitely include her in my prayers and of course I will help her in whatever she will be needing from us.
I have so much things to write but I don’t know how to express it all here.. Remember, I am not a writer and I am not really good in expressing myself.
I offer everything to God and I believe that He has a great plans for my family.