Today is just like any other day. Full of pain but we still manage to smile and get through it. I don’t know how I survived 4 months without my daughter. Everyday is like a brandnew day. I don’t focus on the past anymore. I don’t focus much on the pain. If I have to…
Dream
Last night I have this wonderful dream about Ayumi. We are at the hospital and I saw her dead body and I carry it. Then we are at the restaurant. She’s with us. She is back to her jolly self. She told me that she didn’t die. She is always with us. Then we…
Weekend with Gareth
Last weekend we decided to spend it with Gareth alone. We went to Bonifacio Global City just to look around. Gareth went to playroom and so far he likes it. Hubby and Gareth 🙂 I love visiting Fully Booked and I got a new book about Stocks trading. I got this book.…
May 1, 2013
I miss you so much! I want to hug and kiss you again.
A Chat with Jesus
Jesus: Hello. Did you call me? Man: Called you? No. Who is this? Jesus: This is Jesus. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat. Man: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something. Jesus: What are you busy at?…
Reality of Fear
You’re not scared of the dark, You’re scared of what’s in it. You’re not afraid of heights, you’re afraid of falling. You’re not afraid of the people around you, You’re just afraid of rejection. You’re not afraid to love, You’re just afraid of not being loved back. You’re not afraid to let go, You’re just…
Feelings
Sometimes, I wonder how come I woke up feeling so refresh and it seems that everything is okay. So last night, I finally knew. The moment I close my eyes I saw a child. I don’t know the gender yet but looks like me when I was young. In my dreams, it started like a…
I miss you everyday
Dear Ayumi, I miss you so much! I miss you everyday! Love, Mommy
April 25
3 Months and 3 weeks of emptiness