Category Archives: Grieving Mom

The way we celebrate

Posted on August 8, 2018 by admin

August 3, 2018 Still with a heavy heart, I get up and try to act normal. We went to Ayumi’s renting place. I talked to Xavier most of the time, specially those days when I was sad. He’s asking where … Continue reading →

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Ayumi’s 8th Birthday

Posted on August 7, 2018 by admin

August 3, 2018 This is somehow a difficult time to write about. Today is Pillow’s 8th birthday. So I really don’t know what to do… I never have a plan. This should be a big event if only she’s here… … Continue reading →

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Mother’s Day

Posted on May 17, 2018 by admin

I got these surprises from hubby. I am so thankful for all the efforts. Actually, I really don’t like celebrating Mother’s Day. When I lost my daughter, I stopped celebrating it. I don’t really feel the day anymore. When you … Continue reading →

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I Don’t Know…

Posted on August 4, 2017 by admin

Yes, I really don’t know how to celebrate her birthday and I’m not feeling okay. I had asthma attack for 2 days already. I am sneezing the whole time and I have a hard time breathing due to my cough. … Continue reading →

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Ayumi’s 7th Birthday

Posted on August 4, 2017 by admin

I still clearly remember the day I first heard you cry… and I cherished it so much! Today we supposed to be celebrating your 7th birthday but without you, I don’t really know how to celebrate your day. … Continue reading →

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It was Crazy…

Posted on January 19, 2017 by admin

Yesterday is one of those crazy days of my life. I was working for almost 16 hours yesterday. I stayed in the office until 10am. It was crazy. I am not a morning person, kaya kapag naarawan ako, sumasakit talaga … Continue reading →

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Thoughts

Posted on January 16, 2017 by admin

Sometimes I wake up wondering what’s going on with my life… I sometimes stop and wonder how I made it.. There are days that I wonder how I survived those hardships that I encounter from the past. When I saw … Continue reading →

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Angel Anniversary

Posted on January 5, 2017 by admin

January 3, 2017 It’s been 4 years already! Time flies so fast but still the pain is still the same. Though I learn how to live each day with the pain and I master of hiding the pain. I think … Continue reading →

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Looking Back

Posted on December 7, 2016 by admin

Last night hubby got a chance to check his videos archive and we happened to watch again some of the videos of Ayumi. … Continue reading →

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Ayumi’s 6th Birthday

Posted on August 4, 2016 by admin

August 3, 2016 I still remember the day Ayumi was born. As a mom, I know that I will never ever forget that moment. It still feels like yesterday. The day before her birthday, I was not feeling well. I … Continue reading →

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