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Category Archives: Ayumi
7th Year Angelversary of Ayumi
January 3, 2020 It was Ayumi’s 7th Angelversary. I can’t believe that it’s been 7 years already. Parang kahapon lang… Masakit pa rin. I was so moody every time her death anniversary is coming. I can’t help but be sad … Continue reading
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Sixth Year
Jan. 3, 2019 6th year Angel Anniversary of Ayumi… I was not feeling okay… ang hirap bumangon. Parang alam na alam ng katawan ko na hindi eto magandang araw. Tandang tanda ko pa rin lahat ng mga nangyari that day. … Continue reading
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Visiting Ayumi
It’s been 5 years and 9 months since I lost her. As a Mother, I know I will never get over the pain. I even told hubby that if something bad happen to me, wag na nya akong iparevive. Just … Continue reading
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The way we celebrate
August 3, 2018 Still with a heavy heart, I get up and try to act normal. We went to Ayumi’s renting place. I talked to Xavier most of the time, specially those days when I was sad. He’s asking where … Continue reading
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Ayumi’s 8th Birthday
August 3, 2018 This is somehow a difficult time to write about. Today is Pillow’s 8th birthday. So I really don’t know what to do… I never have a plan. This should be a big event if only she’s here… … Continue reading
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Still Longing…
Yesterday we visited Ayumi. It was always like this… When I accomplished something I needed to go back to her place. I need to see her… The more I need to talk to her… Because I know that somehow she … Continue reading
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When…
When you don’t know what to do, you better have a dessert it might make you feel better. It’s Ayumi’s 5th death anniversary and I am feeling down. I wanted to go somewhere.. I wanted to be in the beach … Continue reading
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5th Year
It’s been 5 years.. since I last hugged my Ayumi. I miss her everyday! I still don’t know how I made it this far. Maybe by God’s grace I was able to survive. Maybe I am trying to move on … Continue reading
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Visiting My Little Angel Ayumi
It’s this time of the year again… I never thought that I will be doing this.. I never thought that I will be the one visiting my child grave. It is not the right order of life, but I think … Continue reading
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I Don’t Know…
Yes, I really don’t know how to celebrate her birthday and I’m not feeling okay. I had asthma attack for 2 days already. I am sneezing the whole time and I have a hard time breathing due to my cough. … Continue reading
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