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Category Archives: Ayumi
Ayumi’s 7th Birthday
I still clearly remember the day I first heard you cry… and I cherished it so much! Today we supposed to be celebrating your 7th birthday but without you, I don’t really know how to celebrate your day. … Continue reading
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Without Ayumi
As usual, I can’t even celebrate Mother’s Day with all my heart because I know that I lost a part of me when my daughter was gone. I don’t usually celebrate Mother’s day just like before but since everyone is … Continue reading
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Angel Anniversary
January 3, 2017 It’s been 4 years already! Time flies so fast but still the pain is still the same. Though I learn how to live each day with the pain and I master of hiding the pain. I think … Continue reading
Looking Back
Last night hubby got a chance to check his videos archive and we happened to watch again some of the videos of Ayumi. … Continue reading
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Where are you?
I wonder where you are right now. I really miss you so much. I wonder what you are doing right now. Sometimes I had this dream about … Continue reading
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Still…
I am still grieving.. I thought that pain will just go away.. but I realized that it never went away, it is just inside of me. I just keep it, hiding deep inside of me. There were days that when … Continue reading
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Something…
I happened to check my old files while cleaning up my things and I found these… My 2010 Planner.. When I opened it, I got these. Yes it’s still hurts. It hurt so much that I am just used to … Continue reading
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3rd Year Angel Anniversary
Jan. 3, 2015 It’s the 3rd Year Angel Anniversary of Ayumi and it still feels like yesterday. I miss her everyday! There are days that I woke up and looking for her. That feeling when you know that you … Continue reading
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Pillow
If you are following my blog, you will definitely know who I am referring to. I ordered this personalize necklace at Willow Jewelry and I am so happy with the outcome. Every detailed is clean and I can say that … Continue reading
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