Easter Sunday!
I know that I should be celebrating today but I don’t feel like doing it. I don’t know how to start my day. We have plans already but I don’t feel like moving. I prepared the Tiramisu last night and I hope that it’s perfect and I hope that kids will love it. I will be preparing the eggs later to distribute to my staff. I want this day to be happy but it seems that I am not in the mood. I miss my baby so much.
Last year, we had a great Easter Sunday. We went to the mall and had our lunch and dinner. Ayumi was with me all the time. I wish she is with us today and I wonder how happy she will be. I wanted to hug and kiss her. I miss her so much.
Taken last Easter Sunday. I miss you so much baby!
The pain is back and I think today is one of those BLAH days.
I am not expecting to be back to normal again but I hope that Easter Sunday will bring me peace, happiness and hope.