I love posting of my kids pictures whenever they are together but sadly I can’t post it anymore. Gareth loves to browse Ayumi’s pictures on my iPad. I know in my heart that he misses her sister so much. Gareth is a special child and eventhough he is like that I know that he is affected and it hurts me so much because he can’t even express his feelings. The pain I feel everytime Gareth is looking for her sister is unbearable.
When we visit Ayumi’s grave with Gareth, he just stare at the picture of Ayumi and I don’t know if he understand the whole thing. In our house, we hide all Ayumi’s pictures because everytime Gareth saw it, he scream, cries and shout “baby!”
Now that it was taken, he is not shouting anymore but loves to browse the pictures of her sister on my iPad and iPhone. I hope someday Gareth can express his feelings because it worries me a lot.
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