Last night I have this wonderful dream about Ayumi.
We are at the hospital and I saw her dead body and I carry it. Then we are at the restaurant. She’s with us. She is back to her jolly self. She told me that she didn’t die. She is always with us. Then we are at different places and still she is with us. In that dream, she is showing me that wherever I go or whatever I do she is always with me. I was with friends and told them that Ayumi is just with us and they even saw her playing around. I told them that I should not worry about death anniversary because she is just with us.
I woke up so amazed because the dream seems so real. It seems that all my worries and pains are vanish. I feel so good but then when I opened my eyes and realized that it was just a dream I am quite disappointed but still happy that she’s in my dreams.
The message in that dream is very clear. My Ayumi is really helping me a lot to cope the pain. I am glad that she is really trying to help me.