Hello everyone!
I’m back!
For 2 days I don’t have access to my laptop so I never got a chance to post. We went to a business seminar during weekends and it was a great experience. I will be opening a new business soon and I am very excited for it.
We stayed at Heritage hotel for a night and Gareth is not with us and it really bothers me a lot. I really miss him a lot. I even asked hubby to let Gareth go with us but he is so tired already. It was a tiring seminar but so worth it.
(Our room)
This business is a great help for me to face different people because I hide myself since I lost Ayumi. I don’t have the courage meeting friends because I don’t know on what we will be talking about. As much as possible I don’t want to talk about the pain anymore specially with my friends because sometimes they even don’t know on how to react and I understand them.
But I am okay.. I miss her a lot but I accepted that I can’t have her anymore. There are harder days but I am glad that most of the time I have the strength to accepted the fact and have faith that God has a better plan.
I know God has a better plan and whatever His plan I am ready for it. Thy will be done.
I will be posting more next time but for now I have to rest early. I just feel so glad that we are finally home and while writing this post Gareth is now sleeping with me.
I just let go of the pain. Good night everyone!