Last night, Gareth has fever and until now we are still monitoring his temperature. We don’t sleep well. Today he has diarrhea and slight fever. We already let him take tawa tawa juice and I am hoping that he will feel better soon.
The fear I am feeling last night is so unbearable. The memories I had when Ayumi got sick is keeps on coming back. I am trying my best to just put that fear away and pray so hard that Gareth will feel better soon. I am calling all the angels and saints to help my son.
I know that this feeling will keeps on coming back specially when triggers by the same instances but I am dealing it one day at a time. I know God will help me get through this.
