He just turned 32 weeks and I love every moment of it. I can feel his movement most of the time. It simple made me feel good everytime he is moving. I have this unexplainable feeling if I feel his movement. This is the same feeling I felt when I was pregnant with Gareth and Ayumi. I just love my kids so much and every thing that they are doing is really makes me so happy.
The baby items of is almost complete. I am just taking my time and I will complete everything on the second week of February. So, I am taking my time right now to just check online the baby items to compare designs and prices.
Yes, we are excited. I am always like this every time I got pregnant. I am always a happy pregnant. I see to it to control my emotions and just focus on the good things.
I know that some of you are wondering about how I deal without my daughter. Well, I am taking it one day at a time but as what I mentioned here before, I am not dwelling on the pain anymore. I am learning to accept what happened and just live by it. Of course, there are bad days but I always told myself that pain is always there, it is just on how I deal with it. I don’t want that pain to control me.