Being a mom is not easy specially if you lose one of your child. It really change the way I take care of my kids and this time I have this fear if I am doing it right.
I always see to it that my kids are always safe and healthy, well, that is the always concern of the parents. I just love staying at home and watch my kids.
Gareth is now very active and we will be transferring him to a big school and I hope he will be accepted. He still needs to attend a summer class to determine if he is ready. I wanted to expose him to big school so that he can adjust and hoping that through that he will learn to communicate. Having a one on one class is not good for him now that he is 7 years old.
Xavier is now one week and as usual he just love sleeping and just wakes up everytime he needs milk. He is really an easy baby. I am also glad that I have enough milk supply, thanks to malunggay. 🙂 I tried feeding him directly and so far he loves it. There are sleepless nights too but everything is tolerable.
I am happy with what is happening right now but I realized that I will never be completely happy. There are moments that I miss my Ayumi so much. I wish she is still here and witness how Xavier will grow up. I wish to see how she is with Xavier. I wish… I really wish…
