I had my Doppler Velocimetry Ultrasound yesterday and we can only get the result on Monday. So the waiting is really killing me. As you all know I have this less tolerance in waiting and it made me anxious. I don’t know but I really hate waiting but this time I have no choice but to wait. So far the baby is active and quite in a position already. We can’t see his face through ultrasound because he is covering it. I love everytime he is moving.
The count down begins because exactly same time next week, I should be at the hospital preparing for my CS Operation. I don’t know if I can still blog about it but I should update my blog as soon as I got a chance.
I am asking everyone to pray for our safety. I hope that everything will go smoothly. I believe that Jesus is in control of everything. I know that sometimes I am just so down that it affects on how I see life in general but believe me I am not always like that. I know how to cheer up my own self without the help of others. I know I can make it and I know someday everything will makes sense to me. I believe that after 50 years and I will look back this day, I can say to myself that “ahhh that is why”.
