There are busy days and there also time to rest. When that moment that I am not that busy there are so many things are coming to my mind. That moment when I can’t stop realizing the things that are happening in my life. Lately, I’ve been into deep realization.
Yes, I am happy with my life right now but of course life is not perfect and I know that I am not always in the happy state. I have fears… so many fears. I know that I will forever feel it specially that I lost my daughter. Since then I never let my guard down. Lagi na lang akong praning.
There are better days…
But there are days that I am lost. Those moment when I don’t know if I am still the same person. I was deeply hurt and that really changed me. That experienced made me see things differently. I value each moment because I know that I cannot turn back time. Sometimes, I miss those carefree days of my life but I know that I can’t have it back. I am a different person now. Maybe different but a better version of myself.
I am not perfect… I made mistakes. There are things that I done that I know that is not right but I don’t feel that it is a mistake.
Those mistakes will help us be mature and learn to see life in a different way. I learn so much from my past and I know that there are so much to learn and I am very open to learn new things to make me a better one.
