When I lost my daughter, I am looking for some parents that went through my pain because I wanted to know on how they cope up and how they move on. The support group is badly needed if you are grieving. I researched over FB and found out Grieving Mothers, a group that every mom […]

Acceptance

It’s a busy week. Yesterday, I stayed at the spa whole day to monitor the sales and have some bonding moment with the staffs. I am so glad of getting to know them better. Today, I am working here at the Travel Agency office because I have so many paper works to do. There are […]

Sunday

When weekend comes, I just don’t like it after I lost my daughter because that is the time that I can’t help thinking of her all day long. I miss her more during weekends. Today is supposed to be our time to go out and just go around the city because I hate staying at […]

Better Day

I woke up better today. There is no pain. I will be visiting my daughter today because it’s Saturday. I would like to share some inspirational quotes that made me smile.      

Random Thoughts

Yesterday, I went to my eldest son’s school. I choose to be with him at least a week so that I have updates of his school performance. So far he is doing great at school. Lately, I observed that he is more sweet and more aware of the things happening in the household.  Sometimes he […]

I Love You

    I miss you so much baby! I dream of you last night but I can’t remember all the details but I know that you are happy and I feel good when I woke up. I love you very much!   Love,   Mommy

Touching Poem

I read grieving books and when I read about this poem, it helps me understand why my Little Ayumi leave us so soon. Dearest Mommy   When you wonder the meaning of life and love Know that I am with you, Close your eyes and feel me kissing you in the gentle breeze across your […]

SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE

  IT HURTS SO MUCH TO KNOW WE’LL NEVER SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN WE’LL NEVER GIVE YOU HUGS WE’LL NEVER TOUCH YOUR SKIN WE’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY IT WAS SO HARD FOR YOU TO TRY WE’LL NEVER HEAR YOUR VOICE OR GET TO SAY GOODBYE IT’S SO HARD JUST TO BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND YOUR CHOICE […]

My Little Ayumi

  I went to Angel shop yesterday because I always wanted to have angel. I am very particular on what I want. I wanted an angel that looks like her then I saw this cute angel, that reminds me on how my little Ayumi sleeps. đŸ™‚