Holding Tears

When we were at Korea, we are very busy doing our tour and exploring the place. We didn’t visit theme parks because it will only hurt us. Everytime we saw a baby looks like Ayumi, we can’t help ourselves but smile and start remembering her then hold our tears. I really don’t know when the […]

At Seoul

We went to Nami Island this morning and it was so perfect. It was snowing and believe me, I thought I can’t stand longer in the snow but I so love the weather.   Here’s hubby’s picture, he loves the snow too. I thought my heart feel numb here since it’s so cold but no, […]

Soul Searching at Seoul South Korea

Last Feb. 14, we decided to spend our Valentines Day at Korea. It was an overdue trip, we decided to have this trip last January 12 but because of what happened we postponed it. It’s our 3rd day today here in Korea, there is no day that I am not thinking of Ayumi. Everytime, I […]

What Happened?

Ayumi had fever for 2 days and on Dec. 31, 2012, we went to hospital. They found out that she had tonsilitis and we need to stay in the hospital because she is not eating. She need fluids to prevent dehydration. We spent our New Year at the hospital. On Jan. 1, 2013, 3am, she […]

40th Day

We visited her today with beautiful flowers and balloons that she love. I hope that wherever she is right now, she feel blessed and love.     I know that you are happy right now. We miss you so much Ayumi. I love you!

40th Day

Dear Ayumi, Tomorrow is the 40th day without you! Most of the days, I still feel the pain. I miss you everyday and God knows how much I long for you. Everyday, I view your pictures and videos and it made me feel good and sad at the same time because I know that you’ve […]

Busy Day

Today is a busy day, we had our business Team Building and so far we had fun. I can now start laughing again. It seems that I am back in my old self but then suddenly it hit me again out of nowhere that I terribly missing my little Pillow. I miss calling her and […]

Kung Hei Fat Choi

Last year, we celebrated Kung Hei Fat Choi dining out. When me and hubby had our Singapore trip early last year, we bought an outfit for Ayumi for Chinese New Year. We let Ayumi tried it last December but she is not in the mood of putting it on but we insisted. (Taken last Dec. […]

Ayumi’s First Birthday

I remember it so well when I was preparing for Ayumi’s first birthday. I was so busy and all our friends who are staying million of miles away from us came to celebrate the special day with us. It was a big party that I can’t imagine. It was so perfect! I can still see […]

Soul Searching in Cebu

I feel so empty after she was gone so we decided to visit Cebu. I visited our Mother Superior and so glad the spiritual advice. She made me strong and realize so much things. I visited Sisters of Mary School, where I graduated High School. While staying in Cebu, I got a time spending more […]