2018 is almost over. But this year is quite a harsh one!

So many people take advantage of me and my family.

I met different persons that I thought was real and sincere but it ends up just using me, my business and my family.

It just so happened that I trust easily. Sometimes I don’t think people will take advantage of me but it happened.

This year was the worst…

I thought they were sincere…  I let them enter into my world, treat them nice and even let them part of the family.

Then on the latter part, I see the realness of them. That what they’ve shown was all fakes. I thought they were gold, gold plated lang pala.

Of course it hurts me. My health was even affected. Maraming naapektuhan sa pagtiwala ko sa taong yon. I lost money and time. Yong time na sana mas nag focus na lang ako sa ibang bagay at mas nakabawi pa ako sa losses ko pero hindi, masyadong na take advantage. Ang nakakaloka pa mas matanda sa akin, way older at akala mo matino. Akala ko may malasakit sa akin yon pala gusto lang makakuha ng pera. Scammer pala.

So eto, since I lost much of my time, naghahabol ako ngayon na makabawi, na maisalba ko pa kung man ang pwedeng mawala sa akin. I am working double time at eto medyo apektado ang health. It’s been a while na gusto ko na din etong ipost dito para man lang marelease ko na ang sama ng loob ko at baka eto pa ang dahilan na maging okay ako. Since this is my outlet, tingin ko dapat lang na ilabas ko na dito sa blog ko.

As a businesswoman, I realized so many things lately. Kahit gaano ka pa ka sincere sa mga tao sa paligid mo ang tingin sayo ng tao ay may pera at gagawin nila lahat na makakuha sayo. That’s a sad reality. Dahil dyan, malamang magbabago na ako ng pakikitungo. Hindi ko naman kasi iniisip ang ganon eh, kasi hindi naman ako mayaman talaga. Nagnegosyo ako, may utang kami, minsan nag struggle ang company at ginawan namin ng paraan at ang goal ko lang ay makapag bigay ng trabaho pero bakit kailangang pag isipan pa ako ng masama. Pero yon nga ang realidad. Kailangan kong harapin at paunti unti babaguhin ko na. I should be alert na rin sa mga signals ng mga taong mga magtake advantage. As soon na maramdaman ko na yon, cut na agad sila sa buhay ko.

2018 is really a year of learning, still it was good. Kung nawalan man ako ng pera o material na bagay, ok lang yon, kikitain ko pa yon at pwedeng mas malaki pa don. Babawi ako this 2019 sa mga losses ko this year. I know I can make it. I’ve done it before and I know I can do better this time.

So don sa tao na nanloko sa akin at sa pamilya ko… yah! the quotes above is for you. I’m so busy to take revenge and I just let the Karma do the works.

I hope this will somehow makes me feel better…