Dear Ayumi,
When I sleep last night, I really can’t help but feel so sad. I miss your hugs and kisses. I woke up and I feel that you are there. You’ve given mommy hugs and kisses and that I realized that you never left me.
Anytime soon the new baby will come out and I know it will definitely change our life forever, just like when you came to our life. I still can’t believe that I will be giving birth without you. I know you will be happy to see this new baby because I know that you likes babies too. I wanted you to know that this new baby is not a replacement for your loss, You are always special to us and no one could ever replace you. I miss you everyday and I know I will never stop missing you. You are always my baby. I know that someday we will be together again but for now please continue watching over us and help us live our lives better.
I know that I am not yet ready to let you go. Most of your clothes and toys are still keep and I am not ready to give it away and I don’t know when I will be ready to give it away. But for now, I want to keep it because those are the only things that left that is from you. I will treasure them forever. I realized that I should never be ever complete because I don’t have you anymore. I don’t feel complete happiness since you’ve been gone.
I love you so much baby!
Love,
Mommy