Xavier has fever for 3 days already. Yesterday we went to the hospital for his check up and all his tests was normal. We had dengue test and it was negative. Thanks God!
But the trauma I had about this is really keeping my anxiety level so high. I can’t relax.
I don’t know but I am so uneasy…
Eto yong time na ayoko talagang mafeel pero alam ko naman na hindi ko to maiiwasan. Alam kong may mga times talaga na magkakasakit si Gareth at Xavier kasi hindi naman talaga maiiwasan na magkaroon sila ng lagnat at ubo.
Totoo pala yong sinasabi nila na kapag may nangyari na ganon, it will forever change you. Marami na talagang nabago sa akin simula nong nawala si Ayumi. I was not as carefree as before. Nakakaloka pala talaga ang ganito.
I just hope that Xavier will feel better soon. Kakatawag lang nya sa akin ngayon, masakit pa rin daw teeth nya, so I put some gel para mawala ang sakit. Sana magtuloy tuloy na ang paggaling nya. Ilang gabi na rin kasi kaming puyat. Palitan kami ng daddy nya sa pagcheck sa kanya. Mabuti na lang at masipag ang Daddy nya na punasan sya.
I am praying so hard na maging okay na sya soon.