Moment

 

I want to have that freedom

Freedom to feel everything

To feel that real feeling.

 

To breathe freely

Not to think of anything

Just be carefree again.

 

To feel that familiar feeling

To be whole again

To find that missing piece again.

 

To see the beauty

Despite the chaos

To feel secure again…

 

But then..

I woke up..

Back in my reality..

 

Back in deep pain

Back in my familiar lonely place..

Because this is where I belong.