April 24

Okay, I am still here and if I don’t know what to say I just make the date as the title of my post. Today, is quite a busy day in the office. I am now posting new tour packages and answering queries. I have assistant but I still love to deal with my client…

Cagayan de Oro Tour

We stayed 3 days at CDO to meet our relatives and to explore the city. Here are the places we visited:   Divine Mercy After visiting Divine Mercy we went to Dahilayan at Bukidnon to try the zipline adventure. It was 2 hours drive from CDO. Del Monte Clubhouse     My hubby and my…

Another Blah Moments

Two days ago was another blah moments! I can’t stop crying. I was so down and it seems I am drowning by the emotions inside. I wanted to scream and be gone in this painful world. It was very horrible. I can’t sleep! I want to go somewhere else. I want to be alone! I…

Business Update

Yesterday was very hot and at the same time I had a problem in my spa. My supervisor resigned so I needed to be at my staff and talk to a new supervisor. We had a meeting and listen to my staffs issues. This is quite hard dealing with people but I’m glad I deal…

April 16

Yesterday, I was feeling so down. I miss my little Ayumi so much. I am just glad that I can easily express my thoughts and feelings to hubby. He is my strength. In this trying moments, I don’t really know how to deal with my feelings anymore. It seems that the pain keeps on my…

Forever Changed

Can you see the change in me? It may not be so obvious to you. I participate in family activities. I attend family reunions. I help plan holiday meals. You tell me you’re glad to see that I don’t cry any more. But I do cry. When everyone has gone — when it is safe…

April 13

Today is Ayumi’s 100th day in Heaven. We visited her place and pray the Holy Rosary. Me and hubby watched her videos and as usual it made us laugh. She is still our joy. We miss her so much and we are longing to hear her laughter again. We wanted to see her happy ones…