Forex Madness

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Last Friday was the worst experienced so far. The market was not doing good, particularly the US and Europe markets. It was quite frustrating but I learned a lot from the experience. The whole week was terrible that I can’t even checked my email, FB or instagram. My eyes is just focus on the moving chart.

The best part of it was I know the techniques. I am now learning how to play with it. If you are into Forex Trading, you should trade emotionless. I am proud that right now, I am doing it.

Good thing, I never lost my biggest investment so far. I hold my position and hoping that this coming weeks the market will go better. I hope I can maintain my position.

So here I am, enjoying the rest of the weekends. I am catching my reading, since I loaded my kindle with good books. We also do some Movie Marathon last night and I am glad that I am taking rest but I am sure it will be over soon. 🙂

Oh well, that is how life works. We should keep on moving and focus on more important things in life.

How’s your weekend?

Everyday Life

Aside of monitoring my business, I am doing Forex Trading. I started it last year and until now I am still adjusting. I am not an expert yet. I know that I need to do more readings about it.

When friends found out that I am into Forex, they got scared. They keep on telling me to monitor my investment. Of course I did. I need to download different books, charts and even read about the life of the successful forex investor in order for me to learn more and be aware of how Forex really works.

For a short time that I am into Forex, I lost some of my investments and of course I gain also. It is just a matter of timing. There are times that I get tired of it but this is what I love doing. Since, I am just a beginner, I see to it to open my mind to any possibilities. I love this one and I am being challenged. I never thought of giving this up.

Gareth’s Way of Grieving

Gareth now a days is so crazy in watching any videos from iPad and iPhone. He even browsed the videos of Ayumi. I thought he will just skip it as what he always does. But today is different. He watches every videos of Ayumi. When he is watching the video, I can see the sadness in his eyes. I really don’t know if he knows what really happened.

It is just sad that he can’t let us know what he is thinking. He can’t express his thoughts but I hope someday he can talk about it. I hope I can help him. We give him privacy everytime he is checking his sister’s videos and pictures. I know he needed it most. We just let him do it but as a mom, it hurts me so bad. I wish I can take the sadness away from him. I know that he is grieving and that is his own way.

I know that he is wondering about his sister. I even heard him say the name of Ayumi. It’s a good sign because he still remember Ayumi. I am happy that in just a short time that Ayumi is with us, she really made it sure to make Gareth happy. She really loves his kuya. I know that until now he is still watching over his kuya and maybe she truly understand that his kuya is a special child that needed her most.

 

Rainbow Baby on his 32nd Week

He just turned 32 weeks and I love every moment of it. I can feel his movement most of the time. It simple made me feel good everytime he is moving. I have this unexplainable feeling if I feel his movement. This is the same feeling I felt when I was pregnant with Gareth and Ayumi. I just love my kids so much and every thing that they are doing is really makes me so happy.

The baby items of is almost complete. I am just taking my time and I will complete everything on the second week of February. So, I am taking my time right now to just check online the baby items to compare designs and prices.

Yes, we are excited. I am always like this every time I got pregnant. I am always a happy pregnant. I see to it to control my emotions and just focus on the good things.

I know that some of you are wondering about how I deal without my daughter. Well, I am taking it one day at a time but as what I mentioned here before, I am not dwelling on the pain anymore. I am learning to accept what happened and just live by it. Of course, there are bad days but I always told myself that pain is always there, it is just on how I deal with it. I don’t want that pain to control me.

 

Weekends

I have a relaxing weekends. I met a friend and finally we do some catch up. I love being with friends specially during weekends because that is the only time I got a chance to go out.

It was a busy week. The Forex is not quite doing good so I need to do some destress time. I had my massage and ear candling at the spa. I also go out to have some coffee and sweets with Hubby and Gareth.

I also need to do some walking. I need to do this everyday as advice by me OB. I really need to go out everyday. I hope I can make it as a habit.

So far everything is good and all I have to do is to relax a bit because the truth is I am now excited at the same time anxious. I am on my 32th week already and I am excited to hold the baby and to start taking care of him. I am also anxious about my blood sugar because lately it goes up. My OB and Endo are really monitoring me and we are doing our best to control everything. I hope the baby will come out on time with perfect health. I hope everything will be okay.

 

Hope

Life is hard. Life is unfair. Life is full of surprises. Life is sometimes cruel.

No matter how hard our life there is only one thing that we should not lose…

We should not lose Hope.

We should always look the bright side of life. We should do something that will bring back Hope. We should not dwell on the pain instead use it to learn and understand life.

Pain is sometimes overwhelming and we forgot the purpose why we are still here.. why we are still breathing…

"Hold onto hope" quote via www.Facebook.com/JoyEachDay

There is always a purpose.

To know our purpose in life is to continue learning and hoping that at the end everything will be okay.

keel hope alive

What’s Up Weather?

Some part of the country are now experiencing floods. It’s been raining for 2 weeks in Mindanao and my relatives in Mindanao are not okay, some of them are staying in evacuation center. I just hope that the weather will be nicer soon so that they can go back to their home.

Here in Antipolo it’s getting colder everyday and taking a bath is really hard. We even have heater but I am so lazy to get up. I wanted to sleep the whole day because of this gloomy weather. I always talk to hubby about our last year trip to Korea, that was our first time winter experienced. We really can’t forget it and until now we are still amazed and laugh about our trip. We really love to go back but since I am pregnant, we need to postpone our trips abroad. We are also planning where to bring the kids next year during winter and we hope that they are ready by that time.

When we were at Korea, I never had a hard time walking around thought it was so cold and snow are everywhere. I enjoyed our trip and I realized that maybe my body love cold weather.

Just by posting the pictures bring back the excitements.

Have a cold day everyone!