Monthly Archives: February 2013

Regrets

Looking back, I am checking if I feel any regrets after I loss my daughter. Everyday, I am evaluating myself if I have regrets but the answer is always NO. Since the day she was born, I gave everything. I … Continue reading

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The Smile

That is the smile I misses so much. This picture was taken last December, few days before she passed away. I was so happy that time when I capture her smile because everytime she smiles like that I don’t have … Continue reading

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Traumas

I had traumas since Ayumi was gone. I always wanted to write about it so that I can release it here. This is the only way I can express my feelings about her death. 1. Everytime I heard Ambulance sounds, … Continue reading

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My Spa

I would like to share my new business here. I am a franchiser of Mt. Apo Wellness Spa, Angono Rizal Branch. Take a look of my spa and I hope you can visit it too. The Entrance Services Reception Area … Continue reading

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Random Thoughts

Yesterday was the Grand Opening of my Spa. It was a great event. Friends was there and we had so much fun. After the spa blessing we decided to have our massage and I feel so relax. The whole time … Continue reading

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Message from Above

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Letter From Heaven

When I passed from here to there, I knew your heart would break. It’s here not there where I reside; in mountains, fields and lakes. In the break of each new dawn and when the sun goes down, In birds … Continue reading

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New Me

  WHAT IS NORMAL NOW? NORMAL is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for Christmas, birthdays, Valentine’s day and Easter. NORMAL is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable with a funeral than … Continue reading

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Moving On

When I lost Ayumi, I really don’t know how to start my life all over again. I don’t know how to deal with pain. I think expressing everything that I feel through this blog is a big help to cope … Continue reading

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Happy Valentines

This is somewhat a late post. Before we went to South Korea, we visit Ayumi first to greet her Valentines. She loves flowers and everytime his dad gives me flower she wanted to hold the flowers too. I’m sure she … Continue reading

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