Dear Ayumi,
Today is the 2nd month without you. Everyday I woke up, you are the first person in my mind. I miss you so much. I miss those days that you are with us. I miss everything about you. Everytime I close my eyes to sleep, I always wanted to see you in my dreams. I am excited to meet you in my dreams. I want to be with you even in dreams.
Life is so different now. I keep myself busy because that is the only way I can skip loneliness. I know that you are okay now in Heaven but believe me I am wishing everyday that all of this is just a bad dream. I am still wishing that one day you will be here with us. I miss you so much baby.
Thank you for giving me the strength to go on with our lives. Thank you for being with us always. We always feel your presence and we are so happy. I just hope that you will continue to be with us. Stay as our Angel forever!
I keep on watching your videos and it made me smile. You never failed to make me happy my dear Pillow.
I miss you so much baby!
Love you,
Mommy
