If only you are here with us today, we will be having a grand celebration, just like what we used to do. Maybe for the past 3 months I am busy preparing for your birthday. Maybe I already order your birthday gown months before your birthday. But not… I never did all those things because there we don’t have you anymore here. You are there and I know that you are happier in Heaven now.
I feel so sad today knowing that I cant’ have you in your very special day. The emptiness is here to stay and I don’t know if this will go away. I wish to hug and kiss you on your birthday. I wish to sing you a song. I want to see your happy face again. I miss you so much Pillow.
This is your first birthday without us and I hope that you have the best birthday in Heaven. Please always remember that we love you so much. No matter how hard I wish that you are here with us today, I know it’s hard.
I really can’t stop crying… my tears are just keep on falling. I just miss you so much!
Happy Birthday in Heaven
I wish you were here today
even for just a little while
so I could say Happy Birthday Pillow
and see your beautiful smile.
The only gifts today will be
the gifts you left behind;
The laughter, joy and happiness…
precious memories…the best kind.
Today I’ll do my very best
to try and find a happy place…
struggling to hide my heavy heart
and the tears on my face.
I’ll sit quietly and look at your picture
thinking of you with love;
hoping you’re doing ok
in Heaven up above.
May the angels hold you close and
sing you a happy song…
and I’ll be sending wishes to you
today and all year long.