Xavier’s birthday is a very special event for us.
After what we’ve been through when we lost Ayumi, I think it is worth a celebration for Xavier’s every milestone. Some parents may not understand how we feel but if you experienced losing a child, then maybe you will understand why we are like this way.
We decided to have a simple celebration for Xavier’s birthday. No big parties for now. We had a cake for the “salubong” of his birthday and 3 cakes for the night of his birthday. He loves blowing cakes so make sure that this time he will have more cakes and candles to blow.
It was a great feeling celebrating his 3rd birthday. It’s an accomplishment for us and I am so proud and happy for Xavier’s development. He is a smart little young man and I am excited to see what he will become in the future. I am quite emotional when he turns 3 years old because Ayumi never reached this far and still I have this what ifs…
Now that he turns 3 years old, I know that this will get exciting. He keeps on adding more vocabularies, so many questions that will definitely amaze us and of course I will get to know more of his character.
Xavier, I love you so much and thank you very much for making Mommy happy again.