Motherhood

Being a mom is not easy specially if you lose one of your child. It really change the way I take care of my kids and this time I have this fear if I am doing it right. I always see to it that my kids are always safe and healthy, well, that is the […]

Xavier Turns 1 Week

Wow! It’s been a week already! If I have to look back, I was so anxious last week because I am excited to hold him and now it’s been a week already. Everyday is a blessing. Having him is really a new experience. I am so inlove with him. I never imagine that I will […]

Birth Story

Here’s the birth story. I am trying my best to remember every details so that I can easily share it here. March 9 – We checked in around 6pm at The Medical City. It was Sunday, so less people and we went to our room early and we got a chance to relax. March 10 […]

Rainbow Baby is Finally Here!

March 10 I give birth to a healthy baby boy through CS and he weigh 9.5 lbs. I am so happy to finally meet him. The feeling is so overwhelming and all I could remember that time that I was so happy. The waiting is so worth it. I will share my birth story later […]

Day 6: Waiting for Rainbow Baby

  March 7: I always see to it to relax my body and mind so I just stay at home. I am also thankful to hubby that he takes care of me so well. He is giving me foot massage that really made me feel so good. I am also continue doing my crochet project […]

I miss the Me I Was when You Were Here..

                  Dear Ayumi, When I sleep last night, I really can’t help but feel so sad. I miss your hugs and kisses. I woke up and I feel that you are there. You’ve given mommy hugs and kisses and that I realized that you never left me. […]

Day 5: Waiting for Rainbow Baby

March 6: Around 2am I had contractions and it happened almost every 30 minutes. I don’t really know what to do anymore. It is very uncomfortable. So hubby and I decided to go to the hospital to check if everything is okay. I imagined that time that maybe I will have my CS right away. […]