When I lost Ayumi, I know that I can have a new baby, not as a replacement for her because the truth is, no one can replace her. I wanted a new baby because we are longing to have a baby. Before Ayumi died, we are planning to have a new baby and I […]
If only you are here with us today, we will be having a grand celebration, just like what we used to do. Maybe for the past 3 months I am busy preparing for your birthday. Maybe I already order your birthday gown months before your birthday. But not… I never did all those things because […]
When I talk to the Mother Superior of the Sisters of Mary, she told me that what happened was a test of Faith. She talked to me about it when I was so down and whatever she is telling me that time is hard to process. Now that it will turn 7 months without my […]
It’s been raining for a week already… I just wanted to stay at home but I really can’t. I have so many things to do. So here I am, just staying in the office and hoping to finish my work. Today is just a great day!
I hate the fact that I lost my daughter due to Dengue. I hate mosquitos so much! If only I can gather them in one place and kill all of them I will definitely do it. I heard so many horrible stories from parents who lost a child because of Dengue. It’s so devastating that […]
Due to what I experienced, due to that trauma that keeps on playing on my mind, Fear is my constant company. I hate the feeling but believe me there are days that I can beat Fears. There are days that I just set it aside because I am so tired of dealing with it anymore! […]
I miss my little Ayumi so much. The last scene keeps on playing on my mind right now. It’s quite different because I don’t panic anymore everytime I remember that painful moment. I am just wondering the exact time she last breath. I don’t know but it just made me sad. I wanted to […]
We finally move to our new house. I am so happy that we finally made it. The renovation was done for 3 weeks only and so far we are happy for the result. We are glad that the design we wanted was followed and it is so perfect for us. I love going home now […]
Yesterday was the Grand Opening of Angel Ayumi’s Wellness Spa. Everytime, I started something new, I always thanks to God first. He is the source of my success and I always give thanks to Him first. We invited a priest to bless our spa and prepare food and invited friends and families to come over. […]
The house is almost done and we will be going to move to our new house and I am quite sad maybe because all the memories of Ayumi is in our current house. This is where all the wonderful memories of her stays. If I think of leaving the place, I feel sad because I […]