I try to divert my mind to other things. I’ve been depressed this past few days so I have to think of things that can excite me and appreciate my life more. I know hubby will be happy to see this list and he will be as excited as me. 🙂 So I got this […]
Dear Ayumi, Sorry if sometimes I don’t feel like moving. Sorry if I disappoint you. I know that I promised you that I will live my life to the fullest but there are days that I misses you so much that I just want to wait for us to be together. I don’t know, but […]
Yes, I was so down a while ago but I manage to stand up and prepare food that is assigned for me to do. Oh well, it’s a good thing because I am really obliged to move my ass. Anyway, here’s the colorful Easter Eggs I created. This is the first time I created […]
Easter Sunday! I know that  I should be celebrating today but I don’t feel like doing it. I don’t know how to start my day. We have plans already but I don’t feel like moving. I prepared the Tiramisu last night and I hope that it’s perfect and I hope that kids will love it. […]
Yesterday, we had our Visita Iglesia. It was so different because this is the first time without Ayumi. We went to a church where she was baptized and when we got hungry we decided to drop by at Jollibee, same place where she celebrated her 2nd birthday. All the Firsts without her is really hard […]
Holy week, this is the best time to reflect. This is the time to renew faith and a time to evaluate our soul if we are really living the way God’s plan us to be. Of course, there are moments that we don’t know what are our purpose here. Sometimes, we asked God for our […]
I created a pic collage of our bonding moment. I miss her so much and upon seeing our picture I realized that I am very lucky to be her mom. Amazingly, I don’t cry too much lately. I don’t know but it seems that day by day I accepted that I can have her […]
I sleep late last night. I had meetings yesterday and I feel so good. I am working so hard this time and hoping that it will help me cope the pain I trying to hide everyday. Anyway, when I check her pictures today, it suddenly made me feel bad because those pictures are just a […]