If only you are here with us today, we will be having a grand celebration, just like what we used to do. Maybe for the past 3 months I am busy preparing for your birthday. Maybe I already order your birthday gown months before your birthday. But not… I never did all those things because…
I miss my little Ayumi so much. The last scene keeps on playing on my mind right now. It’s quite different because I don’t panic anymore everytime I remember that painful moment. I am just wondering the exact time she last breath. I don’t know but it just made me sad. I wanted to…
Random Thoughts
Monday is the busiest day but since I am almost done of my task, I think I should express some of my thoughts here. We are now preparing for moving to our new house. The renovation is almost complete and we are planning to transfer this weekend at the same time we will be having…
Remembering My Princess
Moving on… The truth is, I don’t know if I am moving on but I am just living my life in a moment. I don’t want to think to much about the past. I am now focused on my goal but there are moment that I need to stop because I don’t feel like moving.…
Spa Party
I was so excited yesterday for we have our Spa Party for the first time outside our own spa. The party is in short notice but still we manage to make it perfect! I am so glad that my therapist did it well. I am so proud of them! Here are some of the…
I miss you so much
Dear Pillow, How are you? I miss you so much today! Mommy is very busy today but you are still always in my mind. I miss you sooo much! I realized that I may never have you here but I know that you are always watching over us. I love you so much. Mommy…
5th Month
Dear Ayumi, Today is the 5th month without your kisses, hugs and giggles. I would like to let you know that we miss you everyday. We talked so much about you everyday. We miss your kisses, hugs and stories. I wanted to hear them again and I always wanted to have you back. I…
Late Post: Mother’s Day Celebration
Surprisingly, I got a number of greetings on Mother’s Day. I was surprised and touched. On that day, I wanted to hide myself in our room and just forget about it. So I stayed in bed and talked to Gareth: Me: Greet your mom. Gareth: I love you. I have nothing else to say. So…
THE BUSIEST DAY IN HEAVEN
It’s the busiest day in Heaven, I’m planning a big surprise, To let you know I love you and that no one ever dies. Even though you’re down below and I am up above, I’m sending you these wishes and all my Angel love. It’s really quite exciting to plan this big event, For lots…
Mother’s Day
I decided that I don’t want to celebrate Mother’s day this year. I don’t feel like celebrating it. I know that some of you won’t understand it but I don’t really feel it. Of course I got some greetings from friends and families and I really appreciate it. Last year we celebrated it at the…