5th Month
Dear Ayumi, Today is the 5th month without your kisses, hugs and giggles. I would like to let you know that we miss you everyday. We talked so much about you everyday. We miss your kisses, hugs and stories. I wanted to hear them again and I always wanted to have you back. I […]
Trying
For the past few days I was depressed. The blah moments attack again. It was really hard. I don’t want to meet people but I have to. I try my best to deal with people and so far I made it. There are days that I just to hide somewhere and just have fun but […]
May 23, 2013
This past few days I feel that pain again. I don’t know but I can’t control my feeling again. I just wanted to cry. I wanted this pain to go but I don’t know how. Feeling so low! I hate it! I am so afraid of losing any of my love ones again. It really […]
The Scene
Today, the last horrible scene is keeps on coming back on my mind. The last minute of Ayumi in the hospital are keeps on playing on my mind. It hurts a lot. That horrible feeling is keeps on coming back today and I don’t really know how to deal with it but I keep it […]
Late Post: Mother’s Day Celebration
Surprisingly, I got a number of greetings on Mother’s Day. I was surprised and touched. On that day, I wanted to hide myself in our room and just forget about it. So I stayed in bed and talked to Gareth: Me: Greet your mom. Gareth: I love you. I have nothing else to say. So […]
THE BUSIEST DAY IN HEAVEN
It’s the busiest day in Heaven, I’m planning a big surprise, To let you know I love you and that no one ever dies. Even though you’re down below and I am up above, I’m sending you these wishes and all my Angel love. It’s really quite exciting to plan this big event, For lots […]
Mother’s Day
I decided that I don’t want to celebrate Mother’s day this year. I don’t feel like celebrating it. I know that some of you won’t understand it but I don’t really feel it. Of course I got some greetings from friends and families and I really appreciate it. Last year we celebrated it at the […]