This is the second time I celebrate Halloween without Ayumi and because of that I don’t have any plans anymore of letting Gareth and Xavier join any Treat or Trick. I don’t know but I am not as excited as before. I don’t feel good about it anymore. I don’t see any sense of it […]
I miss her so much! I woke up today feeling so lonely. How I wish she is here with me. I wanted to hear her voice again. I wanted her to call me “Mommy”. I miss her so much. If only I can pick her up to where she is right now I will definitely […]
Ayan September na… Ang bilis ng araw… If i have to look back, so many things had change. So many things I’ve learned. Sobrang dami na palang nangyari. Kumusta na ba ako? Minsan parang ayoko na lang itanong yan sa sarili ko. Minsan parang ayoko na lang irealize ang mga bagay bagay. Ang ginagawa ko […]
I hate it when I woke up and I feel so empty. I don’t know how to start my day. I don’t feel like doing something. You know that feeling that you miss someone but you just can’t express it freely because you know it will not change a thing. You know that you want […]
When I saw this picture, I instantly realize that it is really very appropriate for my situation. God asked me to give up my daughter because He has better plans. I realized so many things when I lost my daughter. It was a very humbling situation. Some people said that I am still lucky but […]
May is almost over and we will be welcoming June. Summer in Philippines is finally over but we are still busy for the Summer in U.S.(online work). But here in the Philippines, it is summer the whole year and because of that I am not yet done for my summer getaway for the coming months. […]