Pray

Since last night, Gareth has fever and this is really one of those days that I really can’t sleep or think. The pain and the trauma are here again. Trying to occupy my body and mind. I didn’t go to work today because I wanted to take care of Gareth. I am still monitoring his […]

Happy

I am glad that finally I feel that happiness again. Today, we visited the Sisters of Mary Cavite for the inauguration of Father Al’s Museum. It was raining hard but it never stops us of visiting my favorite place. I realized that I entered Sisters of Mary 21 years ago. I really can’t believe it […]

Surrender

After what happened to my daughter, I realized that there are so many things that we cant’ control and all we can do is to surrender it to God. Fears and anxiety are common things after I lose her. Sometimes, it’s hard for me to fight it. There are days that I really can’t focus […]

June 25

It’s been a while since I share my deepest feeling here. The truth is I am very busy with so many things. I also don’t want to share too much depressing moments here because the I don’t really want to affect other people with whatever feelings I have right now. Anyway, last week was a […]

It’s the Climb

I love this song. It made me feel good everytime I hear this song. If I am so down, I just listen to this song then I feel good and ready to face the world again.   MILEY CYRUS – THE CLIMB I can almost see it That dream I am dreaming But there’s a […]

It Will Pass

“Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe […]

Remembering My Princess

Moving on… The truth is, I don’t know if I am moving on but I am just living my life in a moment. I don’t want to think to much about the past. I am now focused on my goal but there are moment that I need to stop because I don’t feel like moving. […]

I miss you so much

Dear Pillow,   How are you? I miss you so much today! Mommy is very busy today but you are still always in my mind. I miss you sooo much! I realized that I may never have you here but I know that you are always watching over us. I love you so much. Mommy […]

Random Thoughts

Okay, so here I am. So many things keeps running on my mind lately. First, so many things happened lately but all is good. Since, I came back from our Cebu Trip, I have to do some international bookings for my client and since it is their first time to try our service, they are […]