Looking back, I am checking if I feel any regrets after I loss my daughter. Everyday, I am evaluating myself if I have regrets but the answer is always NO. Since the day she was born, I gave everything. I love her until now. I show my love to her everyday. She is not just…
The Smile
That is the smile I misses so much. This picture was taken last December, few days before she passed away. I was so happy that time when I capture her smile because everytime she smiles like that I don’t have a camera with me. When finally, I got that shot I was so happy. I…
Traumas
I had traumas since Ayumi was gone. I always wanted to write about it so that I can release it here. This is the only way I can express my feelings about her death. 1. Everytime I heard Ambulance sounds, I panicked and remember the feeling when we were inside the ambulance with Ayumi. I…
My Spa
I would like to share my new business here. I am a franchiser of Mt. Apo Wellness Spa, Angono Rizal Branch. Take a look of my spa and I hope you can visit it too. The Entrance Services Reception Area Lounge Area The beds The bed Me 🙂
Random Thoughts
Yesterday was the Grand Opening of my Spa. It was a great event. Friends was there and we had so much fun. After the spa blessing we decided to have our massage and I feel so relax. The whole time I was having fun, I suddenly got quiet because I can’t help but think of…
Message from Above
Letter From Heaven
When I passed from here to there, I knew your heart would break. It’s here not there where I reside; in mountains, fields and lakes. In the break of each new dawn and when the sun goes down, In birds and trees and skies of blue, you’ll know I’m still around A broken heart I…
New Me
WHAT IS NORMAL NOW? NORMAL is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for Christmas, birthdays, Valentine’s day and Easter. NORMAL is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable with a funeral than a wedding or a birthday party. Yet, feeling a stab of pain in your heart…
Moving On
When I lost Ayumi, I really don’t know how to start my life all over again. I don’t know how to deal with pain. I think expressing everything that I feel through this blog is a big help to cope the pain. Some of my friends thought that I already move on. Well, moving on…
Happy Valentines
This is somewhat a late post. Before we went to South Korea, we visit Ayumi first to greet her Valentines. She loves flowers and everytime his dad gives me flower she wanted to hold the flowers too. I’m sure she loves it so much and she is happy.