Fear

Due to what I experienced, due to that trauma that keeps on playing on my mind, Fear is my constant company. I hate the feeling but believe me there are days that I can beat Fears. There are days that I just set it aside because I am so tired of dealing with it anymore!…

I miss my little Ayumi so much.  The last scene keeps on playing on my mind right now. It’s quite different because I don’t panic anymore everytime I remember that painful moment. I am just wondering the exact time she last breath. I don’t know but it just made me sad.   I wanted to…

New Home

We finally move to our new house. I am so happy that we finally made it. The renovation was done for 3 weeks only and so far we are happy for the result. We are glad that the design we wanted was followed and it is so perfect for us. I love going home now…

Moving On

The house is almost done and we will be going to move to our new house and I am quite sad maybe because all the memories of Ayumi is in our current house. This is where all the wonderful memories of her stays. If I think of leaving the place, I feel sad because I…

Random Thoughts

Monday is the busiest day but since I am almost done of my task, I think I should express some of my thoughts here. We are now preparing for moving to our new house. The renovation is almost complete and we are planning to transfer this weekend at the same time we will be having…

Wish

Now that the renovation of the spa is done, I am thinking of opening a new business. 🙂 I am thinking of having my own cupcake and coffee shop. So here I am trying to figure out the interior of the shop while hubby is the one baking the cupcakes. He loves to bake and…

Saturday

I woke up early today for my blood sugar test. I’m glad that I made it on time and  finished earlier before the lab got very crowded. We went home to have some rest. 🙂 I can’t wait to share the best gift I got but I think it’s not yet the right time. 🙂…