I happened to check my old files while cleaning up my things and I found these…
My 2010 Planner..
When I opened it, I got these.
Yes it’s still hurts. It hurt so much that I am just used to it. I am living with that pain now and I don’t know if it will ever go away.
I saw her Baptism invitations and some airline tickets it made me realize that I miss her so much! I really wish that she is still with us. I really wish that Ayumi and Xavier meet and play together.
I even saw her old shoes that I secretly hide. I even smelled it and it just break my heart so much!
Sometimes I thought that pain was gone but it will never be. It just inside of me… hiding!