I had a wonderful dream last night. You are lying beside me and you are kissing and hugging me all through out the night. I miss you much baby. I know that you are in a better place now but I am glad that you are still spending time with us. Thank you for…
Still Mourning
Last week was horrible. I miss her so much and I thought of giving up everything. So we decided to go to Cebu just to get away from all the pain and of course to think things over. Everytime I get lost and don’t know what to do, I usually went to Sisters of Mary…
Teddy Bear
It’s my very favorite place. I feel closer to you there. We rock the hours away. Me and your Teddy Bear. The rocking chair is squeaking, as rocking chairs will do. I pretend the one I’m holding isn’t Teddy Bear, but you. I miss your little chubby cheeks. They were so fun to kiss.…
What makes a Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother And I know I heard him say. A Mother has a baby This we know is true.’ But God, can you be a Mother When your baby’s not with you? Yes, you can, He replied With…
Goodbye Ayumi
I don’t know how to start it but this is the most painful part of my life. I never thought that I would lose a child. As a mother, I always dream of growing old with my kids but it seems that that dreams is so blurry. Last, Jan. 3, 2013, while everyone is still…
Before the Year Ends
Few hours from now, we will be leaving 2012 behind but it seems that it will not have a graceful exit on us. We are sick for days already and it is really hard. The kids are having fever and I have fever and tonsilitis too. It ‘s really hard to take care of…
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas everyone! We celebrated our Christmas at home with the kids and siblings. Family Picture
Things I am Thankful For
Something to Think About
Gareth’s Costume
I spent my Sunday sewing Gareth’s Greek costume for Christmas. It was hand sewn because I don’t have a sewing machine. He will be using this costume on their Christmas Party. I hope he will perform well. I can’t wait to see him perform. Because of this project, I realized that I need…