Busy Saturday

Today is somewhat busy…

We went to Travel Expo at SMX earlier to check of all the latest tours. I’m glad that I got new contacts. 🙂 Then we headed to Tagaytay because I wanted to purchase new plants. I will post more about the plants I got tomorrow.

 

So after I got all the plants I needed we went to some of our favorites resto in Tagaytay.

First stop is in RSM Restaurant where I love the bulalo so much.

We also have some pork barbecue, adobong pusit and puso ng saging with gata. I forgot to have pictures because I was already starving. hahhaha

 

Then we went to Bag of Beans where hubby ordered the hot choco and blueberry cheesecake while I got the Frapped Mocha.

 

 

I love the cold breeze in Tagaytay. I wish to stay overnight but we are not ready to stay longer.

Then we had our take out at Mushroom Burger. The burger is so yummy that my son can’t let go. 🙂

 

How’s your day?

 

 

Ordinary Day

Just like any other day, I am just staying at home. At night, I visited the spa or do some grocery shopping.  I love going and have some walk within the village and in the supermarket.

The rainbow baby is now 11 weeks and I am excited to feel the movements. I am praying so hard that the baby will be healthy always. Though sometimes, I still worries a lot but this time I am trying to control it. I know that God is in control of everything.

Most of the time, I am reading books, magazines while checking my business. I am instructing my Travel Agency Assistant to do all the ads postings and replies to all inquiries and informing my Spa supervisor to report everytime we have clients in the spa. She is also responsible of checking the spa therapist.

Lately, I am trying Forex Trading. That is what keeps me busy everyday. I am monitoring my little investment. I am still learning it and hoping that I get to understand how it works. It takes a lot of effort reading the graphs, reading the market news and constantly monitoring the movement of the different currencies. I so love it and I am looking forward to do it full time and hoping to reach my target earnings. ahahha

 

8 Months Without Ayumi

I can’t believe it that I am counting the months without my daughter instead of posting her development. It’s always heartbreaking to know that I can’t have her anymore. I miss her everyday and the love I have for her continues to grow. Last night, we went to Eastwood and saw that they have this Chocolate Event, I remember last year that we went there and Ayumi got her favorite bear and we name the bear Choco.

Ayumi with Choco.

If only she is here, maybe we will be getting new toys for her.

I miss you so much baby!

It’s 8 months already but it seems that our hugs and kisses was just yesterday. I still remember every detailed about you. I love you very much! You are always my baby!

Night Out

Last night, I scheduled a night out with our Spa Therapist. We went to Dampa sa Libis because they wanted to check my items and I let them shop in my little shop. Of course payable every payday. They had fun choosing outfits.

Then we had our dinner. Some of them never tried the food in Dampa. So here are our order:

 

Lato Salad.

 

Buttered Shrimp.

We also order Sinigang and adobong pusit.

After our stay at Dampa sa Libis, we went to Eastwood. I let them explore the place. Some of them don’t have time to visit places like Eastwood.

It was a great bonding time because we had a chance to talk and joke around.

They are like a family to me.

 

 

 

 

Saturday

I started my day by visiting Ayumi’s Place. We bring her flowers and we talked about her so much this days. We just miss her so much and we know that she will always be remembered.

After we visit Ayumi we went to my store at Dampa sa Libis. It’s just a little space with ready to wear items. I have this business for about 3 years already. We have plan of watching movie today with Gareth but sad to say we never make it to the schedule so we just let Gareth play at Eastwood and had our dinner at Seafood Island at Eastwood Libis.

We also went to Toy Store and I let Gareth choose 1 toy only and so far he got what he wants.

with hubby and Gareth, while waiting for our order

 

Lato Order. I love seafood and this is one of our favorites.

 

Then we checked the weekend gourmet market at Eastwood and I got the organic honey. I let Gareth take the honey with calamansi for his cough and it is really effective. We also decided to go home but Gareth don’t want to go home unless we will have Starbucks. It’s his routine that if we went to the mall, we should always go to Starbucks first before going home. He also know where is the exact location of the Starbucks in Eastwood Mall. He is a special child and by knowing this really amazed me.

 

Then we went to the Spa and headed home.

He loves his new board and he can’t put it down until he feels so sleepy.

That’s it!

 

I just missed blogging this way again. It’s been so long that I blogged something like this.

 

 

Sick

I have my allergic rhinitis attack so I need extra rest. I hate feeling down while pregnant. I can’t take meds so I am only taking calamansi juice. So far today, I feel better but I I still have cough.

 

I hope I will feel better soon.

 

How’s your day?

If Only I Knew

If only I knew that I would lose a child, do you think I will still carry her in my tummy for 9 months?

If only I knew that the day will come that I will bury her, do you think I will still carry her around?

If only I knew that I will not see her again, do you think I will still give her the grandest parties?

If only I knew that I will not hug her for that long, do you think I will still spend sleepless nights with her when she was sick?

If only I knew that I will not hear her voice again, do you think I will ignore her every words?

If only I knew that I will choose a casket for her, do you think I have to plan her future?

If only I knew that I can’t have her in my side during the night, do you think I will still buy her a blanket to comfort her?

If only I knew that her days are just numbered, do you think I will take millions of pictures of her?

If only I knew that it would be her last Christmas, do you think I will get her all the toys that she wants?

If only I knew that I won’t be having her kisses anymore, do you think I will ask for more kiss or just avoided her kisses?

If only I knew that it would be this hurt losing a child, do you think I still have the courage to have her in my life?

No one knows that it will happen.

And even if I knew, I will never change a single thing.

I don’t have regrets for everything I’ve done for her.

Because that is the mother’s love and she deserves it all.

She deserves all my love and attention and if ever she will live again and I knew that it will end the way it ended, I will still show the love and care for her.

I will not change anything though I know how hard it is to lose a child.

Whatever the pain I’ve been through, I will take it all because having her in my life is bigger than the pain I am experiencing now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just miss you so much baby!

I love you!

Thank God

Last night Gareth has no fever. Thank God! I feel relieved that he got a good sleep and when he wakes up he is now playing. During the first day of his fever, I let him take the papaya leaves juice and so far he’s fever goes down. We also boiled some tawa tawa and he is taking it as his water. Thank God that he feels good.

Maybe this is due to the bad weather. It’s been 2 or 3 weeks that we are experiencing gloomy weather.  I even have colds and it’s hard for me to take meds due to my condition. But lately, I don’t feel good due to my allergies and that stops me of going out.  I  don’t want to expose myself to more infections because I know that colds and other viruses will spread more during rainy season.

So here I am just staying at home and read all the books that I ordered online and of course monitoring my business. I hope the weather will be good soon so that I can walk around the village.

 

Anyway, if you are pregnant like me, this site is very useful specially if you are wondering if the medicine you are taking is safe for you or not. Check out Safe Fetus.