>Yehey!!!

>It’s time to celebrate…

last weekend my full time client asked me to cut my working hours because he can’t afford to pay me full time anymore..

so sad…

if you are used to earn $500/week then drop to $200/week you will definitely feel bad…

today… before going out with friends I had an interview…

then hired!!

after an hour I apply and receive interview invitation…

after two hours…

got hired!!

I may not earn more just like last year but at least I know I am getting there…

I am so thankful…

I never stop believing…

>Saturday

>It’s my rest day. We go out to meet friends and it’s nice to be with friends with the same passion. We had a great time…

We discussed in getting a health card. As a freelancer I think we really need one especially for kids and we decided to avail Maxicare health insurance.

Today… I am thinking for purchasing a condo. wahhh magkano ba yon? piso? hahay!

>Motivation

>In this trying moments I know I need to think of things that will motivate me to work. Here are the things that motivates me as of the moment:

1.
a second hand car because I can’t afford a brand new car yet.

2. a new canon camera an EOS or IXUS

3. A Vacation get away for 3 days and 2 nights in Puerto Galera this April.


>Wednesday Update…

>Right after spending our day at the coffee shop we went to shopwise for our grocery. Every wednesday is grocery time. We bought Gareth milk, 1 pack of diaper and food for the whole week. Since we are not eating red meat we bought fish, chicken and vegetable. I also bought Gerber (banana flavor) for Gareth because he don’t like the banana we bought from the market.

At 5.m. went to our room then turn on the AC and had my rest for about 3 hours. I stop talking to smart cust. service, I really need to rest and forgot about them. When I woke up I checked my email again through unsecured wifi in our area but the connection is too slow but enough to check my email. Then I received a call from smart that my connection is okay so we checked it right away. Now… back to normal.

I also would like to share that my brother who is under my custody since my father died is now the pain in the ass. Last saturday (valentines day) he asked us to go out with friends and promised to come home at 8p.m. At 8 p.m while we are in the restaurant celebrating our valentines he texted me that he can’t make it at 8p.m and asked for extension until 10p.m. We went home around 10p.m. but he was not at home yet. I called him but he just drop my call. I was so worried! I keep on texting and calling him but still no answer. At around 12:45a.m. he came home. I was so mad at him! Well, he has a gf but I never met the girl yet so i don’t really care. My brother is only 15 years. old and I always told him to be responsible in his every action. Because of what he did he is now grounded for a week and that is the reason why he is taking care of Gareth while we are out. He can’t go to school for a week and can’t go with friends anymore!

As the eldest I am really strict to my siblings. They also know that I always meant what I said and they are very careful of it but it seems that my brother is really testing me and now he got what he deserved.

As early as now I am now learning on how to discipline a teenager and I hope that I will succeed. As a whole my brother is a good kid, he knows how to clean the house, wash our clothes and taking care of Gareth but sometimes he is doing things as typical teenagers did. I am just so worried for his future that is why I am doing my best to teach him to be responsible. I hope that he learned from this experience.

It’s now 3a.m.. time to sleep… Goodnight!!

>Argh!

>I woke up around 8a.m. the earliest! I talked to smartbro customer service because I don’t have internet connection. They keep on telling to just monitor my connection. I was an irate caller. I can’t live a day without checking my email.

As usual, we are here in the coffee shop and my husband used my lappy first just to finish his urgent task. I fall asleep and spent too much here for food. argh!

They just called and so sorry that still until this time I don’t have internet connection. Since I am used to work at night, my mind now is not yet working. I really can’t work. I am two days delay in my task and I have a writing and research project to finish within the day.

I drink coffee already but still I am not in the mood of working. My mind is not working and I really hate this! If I don’t get enough sleep I know that I can’t function well. oh my! masungit ako ngayon!

>My Tuesday…

>I forgot to pay my internet bill and when I woke up to check my email I was so upset because I can’t log in then realized that I miss paying the bill. So here I am in the coffee shop with free wifi. This is the advantage of having a laptop because I can work anywhere specially in a situation like this.

I left while Gareth is sleeping and my brother is the one taking care of him. He is quite okay now. Thanks God!

My husband went to smart office to pay our internet bill. hahay!

I had my interview an hour ago right in the time that I arrive here in the coffee shop. It’s a commission base work and I hope I can do the job. I really wish! The pay is high but depends on my work. I hope I can do this. At first I am hesitant to accept the job but when they discuss the system I fully understand. My client is impress in my profile and wanted me to be part of the company and who am I to say NO?? I will definitely try this…

I am also waiting for the payment of my boss. Well it’s been 3 months but until now I haven’t receive the payment. So sad… I really need it now and he just keep on promising. He told me that the payment is on process and I will receive the notice today. I hope so!

>Random…

>I only have one active task for today and I am looking forward receiving new tasks or get a new client this week. As a freelancer there are times that I have more task and dry moments so it is very important to save. I think itโ€™s about time to learn something new so that I can find a job with a higher pay. I am still saving for it since taking up short course is also expensive.

Anyway, Gareth has diarrhea since yesterday and I am monitoring his food intake. He is still super active and as if he is not experiencing diarrhea but I am still so worried because this happen before and I hope he will feel better soon.