It’s a busy month and that is the reason why I can’t post here regularly. First of all, its my birthday month but I don’t have birthday party plan. I think, this year is not a right time to party and I don’t feel like doing it. Last year, I celebrated it with a simple…
Something To Think About
Today is Ayumi’s 6th month in Heaven. I don’t know how I made it but through the people who loves and prayed for us we were able to live each day one at a time. I miss her everyday and I wishes that she is still with us. There are days that is so…
Pray
Since last night, Gareth has fever and this is really one of those days that I really can’t sleep or think. The pain and the trauma are here again. Trying to occupy my body and mind. I didn’t go to work today because I wanted to take care of Gareth. I am still monitoring his…
Thankful
I got all this thank you cards from the Sisters of Mary Boystown Cebu. We also visited Fr. Al’s Museum. I am really so lucky that I got a chance to know Fr. Al and one of his children. I am forever thankful for all the things that he shared…
Happy
I am glad that finally I feel that happiness again. Today, we visited the Sisters of Mary Cavite for the inauguration of Father Al’s Museum. It was raining hard but it never stops us of visiting my favorite place. I realized that I entered Sisters of Mary 21 years ago. I really can’t believe it…
Surrender
After what happened to my daughter, I realized that there are so many things that we cant’ control and all we can do is to surrender it to God. Fears and anxiety are common things after I lose her. Sometimes, it’s hard for me to fight it. There are days that I really can’t focus…
June 25
It’s been a while since I share my deepest feeling here. The truth is I am very busy with so many things. I also don’t want to share too much depressing moments here because the I don’t really want to affect other people with whatever feelings I have right now. Anyway, last week was a…
It’s the Climb
I love this song. It made me feel good everytime I hear this song. If I am so down, I just listen to this song then I feel good and ready to face the world again. MILEY CYRUS – THE CLIMB I can almost see it That dream I am dreaming But there’s a…
It Will Pass
“Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe…
Remembering My Princess
Moving on… The truth is, I don’t know if I am moving on but I am just living my life in a moment. I don’t want to think to much about the past. I am now focused on my goal but there are moment that I need to stop because I don’t feel like moving.…