I read grieving books and when I read about this poem, it helps me understand why my Little Ayumi leave us so soon. Dearest Mommy When you wonder the meaning of life and love Know that I am with you, Close your eyes and feel me kissing you in the gentle breeze across your…
SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE
IT HURTS SO MUCH TO KNOW WE’LL NEVER SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN WE’LL NEVER GIVE YOU HUGS WE’LL NEVER TOUCH YOUR SKIN WE’LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY IT WAS SO HARD FOR YOU TO TRY WE’LL NEVER HEAR YOUR VOICE OR GET TO SAY GOODBYE IT’S SO HARD JUST TO BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND YOUR CHOICE…
My Little Ayumi
I went to Angel shop yesterday because I always wanted to have angel. I am very particular on what I want. I wanted an angel that looks like her then I saw this cute angel, that reminds me on how my little Ayumi sleeps. 🙂
Trying Time
My Loves
Here’s the pic collage of my loves. Gareth misses you sooo much Ayumi. I hope you have a good time always and please watch your kuya always. We love you so much baby!
Feeling of a Brother
I love posting of my kids pictures whenever they are together but sadly I can’t post it anymore. Gareth loves to browse Ayumi’s pictures on my iPad. I know in my heart that he misses her sister so much. Gareth is a special child and eventhough he is like that I know that he is…
Do not Stand at My Grave and Weep
Staying at Home
I decided to stay at home today because the nanny needs to leave early so I am here taking care of my eldest son. He keeps on singing while watching TV. My nephew is also here so the house is noisy and I love it. I love listening to them while they are playing and…
Anger
Today is the day that I don’t want to move. I just want to stay in bed and wishes not to wake up anymore. The pain is killing me and it leads me to anger. I hate why I am still here and my daughter is not with me. I feel so empty. I miss…
After a While
This is such a nice poem and I learn a lot from it and realize that everything written is what I am experiencing right now.