My Favorite Thing To Do

Putting Xavier to bed is always a challenging thing to do but I love it!

Matagal syang nakakatulog, kasi marami syang nap time sa araw. Minsan natutulog sya ng 2am. 
I need to stop what I am doing para mapatulog sya. This past few days ay sobrang busy namin but every time matutulog na sya dapat stop muna ako sa ginagawa ko.


Kailangan ko muna syang pagurin para makatulog sya. Maglalaro at magkwentuhan muna kami.


Marami na syang alam na sabihin pero most of the time para syang parrot. Nakakatuwa sya at nakakagigil talaga.

He will kiss me and say goodnight bago sya matulog! He is the sweetest!

Kulitan

Xavier is now 1 year and 8 months at sobrang hyper at kulit na talaga nya. Gusto na nyang gayahin lahat ng ginagawa namin. Gusto pa nga nyang magsulat ng magsulat and good thing I bought this Boogie Board and he like it so much. I like this Boogie Board kasi hindi na nya nasusulatan ang skin at ang wall.

 

 

He like it so much at ayaw na nyang ibalik sa akin. I used this for business presentation and noting my To Do List.

Habang wala si hubby sya naman ang pumalit sa upuan and very excited na makialam sa PC.

 

 

Eto naman nakipag agawan ng iPad sa kuya nya.

Nakakatuwa lang kasi si Gareth pinagbibigyan si Xavier. He’s a nice kuya. 🙂

Irritable

For the past 3 days ay wala kaming tulog kasi si Xavier ay may lagnat at walang ganang kumain. May tumutubo kasing ngipin kaya ayan nagliligalig talaga.

We tried everything na aliwin sya pero may time talaga na gusto lang nyang umiyak ng umiyak tapos ituturo niya ang ngipin nya. Kawawa talaga.
  

Mabuti na lang at medyo ok na sya ngayon. Nakakatulog na sya ng maayos at bumabawi na rin ng kain. Ang hirap talaga kapag magngingipin sya, at sana sa next na labas ng teeth nya ay hindi na sya mahihirapan.

 

How’s your day?

Xavier

Today is Xavier’s vaccine day and our bonding time as well.

Tulog sya nong sumakay kami, tapos nagising na lang sya kasi traffic. Ayaw kasi nyang matulog kapag traffic.

Pagkagising nya, nainis sya kasi hindi sya nakapang alis na suot.

I just let him eat cookies para naman hindi sya mainip.

Sobrang bilis lang ng appointment namin at next month balik na naman sya sa Pedia for another shot.

 

After taking him to his pedia, we went to Megamall para ibili sya ng new shoes. Ang bilis kasing lumaki ng paa nya kaya panay na ang bili ko ng new shoes  nya.

It always made me feel good to be with my kids. 🙂

Bonding Time with Xavier

It’s Xavier’s day…

We decided to have a separate dates with our kids. We are doing this since 2012 when we have Ayumi. This is one way of focusing our attention to our kids one at a time. Since, we are always, it is important to us to spend quality time with the kids.

Aside from our daily routine that we should put them to bed together, it is also our routine to eat together but sometimes we can’t do it anymore because there are days that we came home late and the kids are already sleeping.

So today, we take Xavier out and just have a day with him. Lahat ng pwede nyang magustuhan ay ginawa namin.

 

Kulang na lang bilhin nya lahat but no, we just let him experienced it.
  
  

We went home so tired kakahabol sa kanya and it was the best exercise for us.

 

My babies

It always made me feel good if my kids get along so well.

Gareth is now 8 years old and a special child while Xavier is 1 year and 4 months. They  have different personalities and it is challenging for us. Sometimes Gareth don’t like to be with Xavier because Xavier keeps on biting him. Xavier on the other hand are doing such things because he wants more attention from his kuya.

So when they do something like this, I feel so happy and proud of them because I know that someday they will be bestfriends.


  

 

I can’t wait to witness more of this everyday. 🙂

Sleepless Night

Sleepless nights again due to Xavier’s teething. Sobrang maligalig talaga nya kasi masakit ang gums. We tried putting gels just to ease the pain pero parang balewala. He had fever too. 🙁

In times like this parang ang hirap magfocus sa work. Moody sya palagi at nagkataon pa na may mga meetings ako. Kaya bago ako makapunta sa meetings, I make is sure na ok talaga sya. Ang dami kong bilin sa yaya.

 

Miss ko na ang pagiging masayahin nya.. lagi kasi syang nakasimangot lately….

Xavier’s First Hair Cut 

April 27, 2015

Finally, Xavier got his first hair cut.

He was cool to it the whole time. He enjoyed the ride while watching tv.

 

Then he had his snacks after.

I was in mixed emotions when I saw him in his new hair cut. He grew up so fast. I really can’t believe how time flies so fast. The curly hair was gone and he is now look like a boy because some thought that he’s a girl when he had that long curly hair. I am just glad that finally he has his own identity.

Xavier, I am so proud of you. I love you so much!

Feeling Better 

Xavier is now feeling better. Thank God!

 

I don’t know if he is just acting up because he asked me to hold my phone and He want me to take him pictures and then he acted like that. ahahahah Marunong nag emote ang baby ko.

Kapag may sakit isa sa kanila parang ang bigat bigat talaga. Lalo na kung maalala ko yong nangyari dati. Parang lahat ng sakit bumabalik. Ang trauma hindi pa rin nawawala. Minsan nagigising na lang ako at biglang natatakot for my kids. Hindi ko alam pero takot na takot ako. Minsan ang hirap intindihin ng nararamdaman ko. Kapag ganito na ang feeling ko, dyan talaga mas kailangan ko ng break. Mas kailangan kong mag isip isip. There’s so much things that I am taking care of and sometimes I don’t know what to do anymore but I need to pull myself and refocus on the things that are more important. I don’t want to dwell on things that I can’t control. I need to divert my attention to things that will make me a better one. That will make our life better.

I know someday I will be totally okay… someday…