I still clearly remember the day I first heard you cry… and I cherished it so much! Today we supposed to be celebrating your 7th birthday but without you, I don’t really know how to celebrate your day. I’m feeling down today and I’m not in the mood of doing anything! We just […]
As usual, I can’t even celebrate Mother’s Day with all my heart because I know that I lost a part of me when my daughter was gone. I don’t usually celebrate Mother’s day just like before but since everyone is into it, so I can’t do nothing about it. Maybe those who lost a child […]
January 3, 2017 It’s been 4 years already! Time flies so fast but still the pain is still the same. Though I learn how to live each day with the pain and I master of hiding the pain. I think everyone around me move on already but deep inside of me, I never move on. […]
Last night hubby got a chance to check his videos archive and we happened to watch again some of the videos of Ayumi. We laugh a lot everytime we saw her kakulitans. We remember how lucky we are […]
I wonder where you are right now. I really miss you so much. I wonder what you are doing right now. Sometimes I had this dream about you, and we are together and so happy in your happy place. You let me […]
I am still grieving.. I thought that pain will just go away.. but I realized that it never went away, it is just inside of me. I just keep it, hiding deep inside of me. There were days that when I woke up and every detailed of what happened keeps on flashing infront of me. […]
I happened to check my old files while cleaning up my things and I found these… My 2010 Planner.. When I opened it, I got these. Yes it’s still hurts. It hurt so much that I am just used to it. I am living with that pain now and I don’t know if it will […]
Jan. 3, 2015 It’s the 3rd Year Angel Anniversary of Ayumi and it still feels like yesterday. I miss her everyday! There are days that I woke up and looking for her. That feeling when you know that you missed someone so much and don’t know how to deal with it… well I always […]
If you are following my blog, you will definitely know who I am referring to. I ordered this personalize necklace at Willow Jewelry and I am so happy with the outcome. Every detailed is clean and I can say that it is really done with hardworking hands. I can wear this everyday as I reminder […]