Without Ayumi

As usual, I can’t even celebrate Mother’s Day with all my heart because I know that I lost a part of me when my daughter was gone. I don’t usually celebrate Mother’s day just like before but since everyone is into it, so I can’t do nothing about it. Maybe those who lost a child…

Where are you?

                          I wonder where you are right now. I really miss you so much. I wonder what you are doing right now. Sometimes I had this dream about you, and we are together and so happy in your happy place. You let me…

Still…

I am still grieving.. I thought that pain will just go away.. but I realized that it never went away, it is just inside of me. I just keep it, hiding deep inside of me. There were days that when I woke up and every detailed of what happened keeps on flashing infront of me.…

Pillow

If you are following my blog, you will definitely know who I am referring to. I ordered this personalize necklace at Willow Jewelry and I am so happy with the outcome.  Every detailed is clean and I can say that it is really done with hardworking hands. I can wear this everyday as I reminder…

New Normal

August 3, 2015 It was Ayumi’s 5th birthday and I really don’t know how to celebrate it. So we just decided to visit Tagaytay with the whole family.   I don’t want to do anything… I just want to see the view and just feel the moment… Actually, I don’t even know what I felt…